Be A Good Person But Dodgy One.

I know it may look like a random post, but as I encountered these all the time, as I worked as ones before, this post is not random after all. Before I elaborate more, I would like to know how many of you actually experienced this situation while salesperson approached you when you're having lunch or dinner in the food court, you can see most of the people being ignorance and simply say " NO I AM NOT INTERESTED" even before the salesperson get a chance to introduce his/her products?

I want to think of the bright side of sales role; Undeniably, apart from the quality of products, sales is a concept that bring profits to the company or individual. You sale, you earn. A company without sales, then probably they are in service line, agree?

Tell me have you ever been persuaded by a good salesman, did they listen to your requirements, being helpful in providing information, offering alternatives and being honest? Tell me more about it. Nowadays, sales can say is one of the job that require minimal requirement, many graduates join as ones, they are lacking of working experiences, resulting in lack of common courtesy and responsibility.

Spare my opinions in it, blame the incredibly annoying and ridiculous young salesperson. One of the day, I walked from Sg, Wang towards Times Square and I met this bunch of young people. They approached my sister obviously pursuing her to buy their products. As usual, I stopped them before my sister able to react. Tell me what you'll do when all of a sudden a bunch of strangers coming towards you on the street? One this guy introduced himself as a student doing a survey, all he needs is my signature on a sheet for assignment points. So I think why not, it's just a signature after all. I signed it without think twice. When I thought I am about to go, he blocked my way by showing me some terribly ugly and low quality mobile key chains. Quickly I know I am trapped. Funny thou. He said it's for charity but hell he can even tell me which organization he's working for; It is a free donation as what he claimed, so I said I wouldn't mind to donate RM1 if he gives me the key chain. He shakes his head showing disagreement, and told me that the minimum donation is RM10. RM20, RM40 or above. So unbelievable! It is definitely the ugliest and pricey key chain ever what I seen in my life.

I refused and firmly told him that I am not going to buy his products, I already sign on the sheets as what he asked me to do. I rejected him courteously, not to make myself look good, to be frank, I was annoyed and the best thing I can do that time was put a fake smile on my face, walk off without condemning this kid. And yeah, I've missed the funniest part. He asked for my name and age. He praised me that I look much younger than my age wtf and I have a nice handbag. What the hell it's a torn bag and I am gonna dispose it when I see a trash bin. Blind people.

Another case is about an insurance agent. One of my friends actually given my phone number to this agent without my knowing. I was upset because, apparently he is an irresponsible moron or plainly lack of common sense, can't he realize that giving out my number without acknowledge me is an act of abusing the trusts from me towards him?

Back to this agent now. It's an investment plan that introduced by her. First she showed an early draft of the plan, and talk about this early draft, she already assumed a sum of annual income of boyfriend, and showed us a demo draft, know what I mean? For those who signed for insurance/investment plan before, should be able to know what I meant. Commonly, the agent will gather relevant information about yourself, such as age and yearly income so that they personally can draft out a plan for you. This particular agent did not do this, only the demo sheets shown to us. After few meetings, she realized that boyfriend earned so much more than what she expected, she called us for a meeting, convincing us to top up the monthly payment to RM1000. I felt that she's an unreliable person as I know her history back in school, I want to avoid any misunderstandings, so I asked some pushy questions that time. She assured me that the monthly payment is RM1000 with no hidden charges. Boyfriend agreed so I am asked to fill in the form for him. The minutes boyfriend signed on the paper, she folded it and keep in her bag, dirty tricks revealed! She informed that we need to pay advance payments for two months, total up to RM3000 for the first payment. 5% government tax is mandatory and the final total amount is about 3150rm. If only boyfriend pay yearly, the tax can be reduced.

I disapprove her sales skills. Hence, I told her in the phone that I want to put the investment on-hold, the next morning. She rang boyfriend few times to urge him to make payments, she even told boyfriend that this plan is gonna terminated in the next few months. She thinks she is smarter but I am just simply smarter than her. I called a relative who works in the same company with her, but with much higher ranks than this agent, my relative told that it wasn't the government tax but management fees, advance payment is only for one month. And the most important information about this plan, she actually mislead me about it. Cut it short, it's a EPF investment link. She told me that the beneficiary can be the children or grandson. If I'm dead, my children can get the money, and if they are dead too, my grandchildren can withdraw all the money. Which I found out that it's so WRONG! The truth is grandparents can buy the plan for their grandchildren, grandparents themselves can be the beneficiary. The money can only withdraw by the beneficiary or the policy owner. Can you forgive the big mistake made by this agent? As far as I concerned, she's money-minded and not even bother to take the responsibility to make an early draft, provide proper information to a potential long-term customer. Her money-minded tricks and dishonesty resulting herself a bad name, obviously.

These moronic salesperson caused misconception of the public about all the salesperson. Sales is being pushy, sales is about deception, sales is about manipulation, sales is about boosting, sales is about this and that. If such salesperson make you think so, I apologize on behalf of good salesperson about it. If you still think these are the first things then you need to rethink about it.

I still believe we have honest salesperson out there. When comes to products information, if you find that this particular person unreliable and evasive, Google always be your best assistant / investigator wtf / friend. Trust yourself follow your heart when you feel uneasy about the salesperson or the products. If nobody offers alternative, you should give yourself options. So many different products out there, different companies for you to pick, why bother to keep your eye on one product only? Let it alone mobile phones, TVs, properties and laptops! * Clothes excluded from this stage, you want it, just buy it!*

Shopping Guide 101.

#1 : Gather all the relevant information from the internet, better if from forums. Mostly people talk real in forums, no? Look out for the prices, most importantly, the discounts and promotions. Some of the salesperson will not mentioned about free gifts or promotion packages due to the commission earnings.

#2 : Make sure your initial research come in handy. Know the basic about the products and must ask for further details; they might be able provide the pros and cons of the items, which is important so that you wouldn't not regret of buying it.

#3 : Be firm. Don't sway away by salesperson's words. Know what you really want and the necessity. On the other hand, you need to open up your heart and ears too. Spare some time and patient to listen to salesperson's opinions, perhaps what he said is what you really want all this while. But remember, stick on the products/ items you planned to buy. You might turn up buying a video cam instead of a camera because of the only one requirement you mentioned : Preferable a camera with video taking function; then the salesperson started to push the clearance video cam to earn better commissions.

#4 :  And again, repeating myself here, dishonest and dodgy salesperson are more than what you ever can imagine. Give yourself more options. Take the initiative to visit different shops, look out for different brands of product, you probably end up a happier smart buyer after visited 10 shops.

#5 : Don't rule by your impulsive urge of buying it. If there are better deals in the next few months, why rush it? Unless you need it urgently, it's your call anyways. Wait for the season-change or new product launching, you will be flattered by all the discounts and promotions I assured you. =)

#6 : Bring someone! Believe me it works on me all the time. Boyfriend will be by my side, he will ask for further details while I actually missed the important parts. Some time the decisive questions from him and answers from the salesperson either make me a buyer or walk off from the shop. Two brains better than one.

So what do you think, readers? I tend to disappoint most of the salesperson by asking so much questions as if I am going to buy it, but I would rather to make myself happy, agree?  The fact is by being a fussy customer, at some point it make me a smart consumer. Some might think I'm a demanding person, but I know I have the right to understand the products first before proceed to the cash counter. You too, everyone does got the right.

So if you want to be a smart consumer, improve your reject skills wtf, or start to learn how to be firm, understand your rights, eventually, you'll realize that you've become a better and smarter consumer. *cheers*

Unfaithful Moment

I was an angry person  and evidently, angry people bring unhappiness to others. Your veins are stressful and tensed it's about to break anytime. I hold grudge beneath me and I enjoy hurting people. These never failed to make me feel happy and fresh. I was like a bird caught in a small cage literally and never stop looking for a breakthrough. I scream in myself wanting someone could set me free wtf I was just completely reserved at all time.

Friends once told me I should be religious because religion teach you love. It sounded utterly crap to me, frankly speaking. I can be very straight forward at time and I never thought that things that I said and wrote will go pear-shaped. As a blogger, misinterpretation should be expected coming your way because most of the readers don't know you personally. They don't really share a piece of you in the reality world. You have shits in life and happy moments, you write it but don't expect much that the readers will share your happiness but commented on it without consideration.

I am a person don't bother about shits others attempting to throw right in my face. I know how to make myself happy. Most of the people don't take the second chance to know you deeper and first impression always rule half of you.

By this time, I'm still trying to put my thoughts into sentences. I am pretty sure that most of you, let's say majority of the readers are clueless of what am I trying to blah over here.

I am not looking for attention here but ironically that, statistic shows that girls dolled up, speak up, the stare of their eyes are full of hints : I WANT ATTENTION. So let alone the little fabrics on her body and the fake lashes she put on. So generally, you can say girl bloggers are looking for attentions. *funny*

I have limited best friends. It's so little and I always have a fearful girl beneath me afraid that they will leave me all alone here someday. What I can do? I tend to ignore the fear, go through the shitty moments and wanting my life to be normal. It hurt me so badly when one of my male best friends told me that I have such a dramatic life and he gets enough of all the shits and he wanted the relationship to be ended right there. I was speechless but looking at him turning his back on me. I am not a drama queen but to blame my characteristics. I have only two sides and apparently, it's the dark side or bright side. Grey side never have its' word in my world. I can be completely friendly and nice at this time, but if I am pissed off, or plainly hate your face, I can be an utter bitch to you. It's the matter of liking or hating.

All this while, boyfriend and sisters advised me to put the anger aside and eventually, I can be happier. He elaborate more on that and little by little, I able to catch them. Trust me, honesty is the bad policy. You will never can tell the same thing to different person. I am not elaborating much on this, believe me, you are smart and if you finish reading this entry, eventually you will understand. *grin*

People has been telling me that I am unbreakable. Yes indeed. It isn't because I am born with super fiction power, I learned how to let it go and only care for people that love me with sincere heart. It's not a singular but plural which means you met a lot of people in life and I can't bother much to entertain each of them. Self defense is the best weapon, I will go for further extension and pretty sure I will repay the person double of what they've done to me. I believe in karma, you are bound to burn in hell because of your thoughtless actions.

Those unfaithful moments abused my trust towards my ex best friends. The experience is painful much to let the tears roll down uncontrollable down the cheek, but I know I am a better person today. I was shock and hurt at the same time when I see the doubtfulness in his eyes, I expected for empathy but nothing. The bond was just so weak between us and nobody should be blamed for this.

I never believe that best friends can be good couple. I trusted the friendship with full-hearted, apparently, nothing worked out but the scars we left for each other. These experiences hold me back awhile and I stop trusting friends ever since. I was full of resentments wtf now when I think back, I am completely an idiot. People said birds from same feather flock together. If I am too much with dramatic moments, I can't help it but don't best friends bear with each other? Nobody is perfect but unique. Can't this sentence tell you the fact?

I do not have prejudice on people, let it be prostitute or whatsoever. We will never know the stories behind and this is life. Everything is so subjective in this world and there is no correct answer for general question. 

The strongest part in me is faith. I put my faiths in people I love. Although he might be a loser or an asshole, this is your problem, not mine. I accept for who he or she is, if I don't and I can't, then we wouldn't be best friends. Male friends told me that being best friends there are always intention hidden behind the back. I truly agree with it. It's simply I like you and I approach you, we spend more time together share our thoughts freely, we are best friends. This particular girl was told that I am back stabbing her, obviously it's not true, she believed the juniors of us and she started to stay away from me. Let it be, I was angry but disbelief is even more felt by me inside. Truth will revealed when time passed. Found out that the junior admired her and she was jealous we both got so closed to each other. Jealousy kills, it broke a bond as if just a finger snap.

Being unfaithful is the bad quality in a person, especially when you are my friends. I learned to take a step back and look for a bigger picture. People can tell me how loser is my friend, but I believe he has reasons that you will never can understand. Misunderstand takes place between two human when one person couldn't be more considerate and tolerate with another person. When two person are not knowing each other that much as what shown at the surface, that is fake and why not just talk to each other rather than guessing.

Never know how to be faithful and loyal if we have prejudice on others. First impression comes first but it's not always be the case in making friends. Some people have difficulties in approaching people or they are just plain shy, but we already labeled her as the shy-girl-and-no-touch in class, have you experienced it, reader?

I have love and hate inside me and they are not fighting with each other wtf I am just joking. Most of me is not a hater but a lover. I think I can express my anger better and it makes me like a bitch. For instance this person sms me told me he missed me so much but I would answered why because you want to copy my assignments. Wtf, right? I really don't mean it. That is why I hate sms because the other person is not listening to you he is just guessing the intuition of the sentence, it sucks to the max. Imagine if I said the above answer and ended with a fake smile, it is truly sarcasm.  If I said it and ended with a grin, obviously it is just a joke.

I want people stop judging me and make wild guess of who I am what will I do. Hoping for understanding but I shall wait for the right person, maybe not you but this person will be here, it's just a matter of time. Wisely, treat others as how you want others treat you like.

Bah, blackmailing Edward. Just a distraction. Kudos.

Credit to my group of friends that never lost hopes in me. *peace*

The Touch of Magical Make-Up Products

Happy dolly-molly day peeps! How's your Tuesday morning?

I'm doing good, were discussing about make-up artist and out of a blue, a friend suggested to google-up some before-and-after make up photos and wtf, plenty of photos that can make you splash vomit on the ground right after!

I love seeing the touch of make-up products that illustrate the Goddess in (most of the men's) heart finally shattered after they realize that, most of their Goddesses are depending on the magical make-up handlers.

Some still look stunning and outstanding, but most of them pretty messed up before applying the make up on.

I raise my both hands agreeing that girls should learn how to apply make up to beautify herself. That is not a crime to look better, no? Some may find that some girls look phoney after make up. I can't agree more on that as well. But on top of that, not everyone is born naturally pretty and stunning. Statically, 98% of girls are born ugly normal. What can they do? Besides plastic surgery, they actually can making an efforts by mastering the make-up skills and eventually, without looking so pale and tired with your plump face and wtf scare people off. Feel more confidence, don't you?

Stop being hypocrite here, man. My boyfriend used to tell me " Natural is Beautiful" , my ass. Look if I asked him to go out without the hair gel and parfum, and tell him the same thing, he will role his eyes showing his disagreement. See that??? He might prefer girls without make up but you can't deny that make up definitely enhance the natural look of the girl? Come on, just apply BB cream and you are naturally flawless.

So to prove that I am effing right in this, I've googled some of the before-and-after make up, oh gawk, as I expected, it really make BIG DIFFERENCE!

# See this anonymous stunning girl (in cyber world) below?

Kawaii-ne! Wait till you look at the picture of her before make up.

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look the the picture below.

Oh-my-effing-God! Impossible!

*bitch slap her with my bag*

Hello, man, are you still there? Don't faint yet before scrolling down to end of this entry.

Singaporean's Most Favorite Blogger, XiaXue is the master of photoshoping and make up. She plays the magic stick like a world-top magician!

# Xiaxue after make up. Stunning and adorable!

# Naturally, she is not that ugly as claimed by haters.

Told you that make-up is Magic!

Below are tons of pictures of your sexy and exotic celebrities :

*no need to clarify which one is before or after, obviously you are not retarded and you definitely able to identify it*

# Topshop Designer and Top model, Kate Moss.

# Our Charlie's Angel, Drew Barrymore.

# Basic Instinct Sharon Stone.

# Grey's Anatomy babe, Katherine Heigl.

# Let's get scary loud, Jennifer Lopez.

# I don't want to see you again, Miley Cyrus.

# Fantastic Four sugarbabe, Jessica Alba.

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And again, make up products are the Savior.

To be frank, I would love to try plastic surgery. Unfortunately, my bffs strongly disagree about it.

It holds me back awhile, however, I can't certain what will happen in the future. *grin*

For time being, I am not sure which part of my face to cut, so.. it just plainly a dont-know-when-to-do plan.

After all the pictures, I want to make a declaration here that,

I am not trying to make you eventually turn into a psycho that utterly sick of phoney girls.

This is the truth and wtf no girls are that pretty as what you seen and what you expected.

Trust me guys, no harm if you invest more into make-up products instead of big teddy bears or flowers.

If your girlfriend is not a believer of make up or If you USED to tell her that she is beautiful without make up wtf,

no worries, even if you've been lying telling her this from the beginning, you still can change it now.

Well, You do not ever tell her that she should apply make up or she'll punch you in your face,

you just need to hint her by

Giving a make-up or facial treatment products as the anniversary/birthday/homecoming/graduation/ Valentine/breakup gift to your girlfriend.

Good idea? *blink*

Happy Make Up peeps! Adios.

PS : I should buy make-up products starting now.

*Grin*

Good dayyy people! I'm extremely motivated this time as I have so much plans going on and I'm about to achieve it one-by-one real soon. *face beaming*

I hope that I have a fast-forward machine right now so that my weekend is about to kick-start in another 10 minutes! Life is like a bowl full of M&M, various colors of chocolate bean and you pick it randomly by covering your eyes, you will never know what color of the bean that lay on your palm. Life is all about up-and-down, good or bad but I'm pretty sure mine is colorful like the bowl of the chocolate beans. *show teeth and cheek up*

So so.. Who's going for the Pikom Fair? I'm will be there by Sunday! I'm really looking forward it as this will be my first time! Sad to tell that I never tag along with any friends that went for Pikom Fair, additionally, I studied Mechatronics Engineering and wtf I think I'm the only freak whom from engineering field that never been in any computer fair. This time I can foresee that I will bump into my college juniors and I would need to wear properly. Aww, I used to be the Head of SOT Student so.. you know what I mean right?

I had a good nap in the afternoon yesterday and I was starving like a hungry ghost after awake from the bed. Obviously I'm over exaggerating. I still need to feed myself dinner even if I'm not that hungry, right? I was lazy to drive so now pay my tribute to the communication technology, I rang Domino's. Why use my precious petrol while I can use theirs? It only costs me RM38.40 for 2 pax. Nom-nom Cheese Onion Rings! Highly recommended by me! *grin*

I am a good planner and damn all my college committees knew it, unanimously I am one of the best. *Chest high proudly* I am going to celebrate 8th Years Anniversary this coming 28th July. I have so much plans how-to-celebrate-where-t0-celebrate, it's highly private and confidential, so am not going to elaborate more here. I believe that girls are better planners than guys. These male creatures are completely hopeless in understanding girls. The minority of them are caring and attentive may I add, but this type of guys are always better stay at forever-friends stage. If you, the girl falls for him and decided to tie the knot, your fairy tales and fantasy will gone forever to the outerspace. However, it's a complicated subject between Adam and Eve since After Christ, from uncivilized ages to civilization we are still nobody to judge God's creatures. Whee, am being religious here, am I? *grin*

I brought my newly bought semipro camera to friends gathering few nights ago and opps! I realized that I have not taken any pictures of mine but others, especially my dogs. So one of my colleagues, this lovely girl took few of my pictures the next day. Will upload it to FB soon. *more grins*
I had this weird dream and shoo! Go away. My life is better without you, you are my nightmare! Pitiful that this fellow still in my mind, I think it's a trauma ever since.

Photo of the day before I end this entry :

# Updating the blog. I am efficient. =)

So, end all those whining moment, I wish all my readers Have A Nice Day and enjoy your weekends while you're still alive! And remember to come back here to kill your time / get angry over / feel lively and etc. I will try my best to satisfied your appetite? or what? Eh whatever words you want to fill in to complete this sentence. *sweet and sincere smile* Toodlesssss.

Maybe I should have done this.

Morning peeps!

First I decided not to post the timeline because too much hassle as the entry time is not as accurate as my real life and I need to change the time whenever I post a new entry.

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Secondly, I am desperately need a laptop.

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DESPERATELY.

I have a chio camera,

but I don't have a good laptop to upload it to the web.
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Sad case.

But the good thing is,

I am going to buy it using my hard earned money.

Hurray! *Jumping around*

No need to hint-hint, waiting others to buy for you. End all those nonsense.

Bestie said I should loan it from my dad to stop all those misery,

Certainly that my dad will ask why camera why Alaskan but laptop?

He will shoot me gao-gao before really start to consider about buying one for me.

Then I better don't ask la! Right or not?

Well, I've been eye-ing this laptop since last week,

I want it so so so so right now and right here.

Maybe I should buy the Macbook and it costs cheaper,

but I afraid that I will regret (damn I know I will deffo regret!)

This one definitely, utterly better than Macbook.

In terms of size, weight, hardware, processor and features.

Another bestie suggested to sell my old handphones to get extra cash.

Umm. I never sell my old handphones to get new handphones,

we have this unique bonding between us, sob.

When I was frustrated I shouted at the phone, my N70 and N-Gage was there for me.

When I was thrilled and spread good news, my N70 and N-Gage was there for me too.

When I blast MP3, they are there for me as well.

No no no no NO! I won't sell her out, or hell freezes.

Sigh, why didn't the trees in my garden grow cash notes?

Then I will buy one laptop for each of youuuu.

Sigh. Money come to mummy!!! (aww, it rhymes)

PS : Birthday gift is not the necessity for my birthday. So I didn't ask for anyone of it. Maybe I should do it, haha.

The Two Typical Types.

Make any difference? Certainly it does different in some ways.

I had my birthday dinner somewhere (photos soon to upload) at The Curve last night.

At least two tables are occupied of people celebrating their birthdays. The atmosphere is filled with happiness, people chit-chatting and applause for the pianist who performing outside the restaurant.

We took the smallest table at the corner, it was only two of us anyways. the waitresses are tactful and we had our order immediately after we got the seats.

There was an unique couple sitting opposite me; A Chinese man with a Malay lady. I guess they are at their middle ages of 20. They are whispering to each other, holding each other hands. I can tell that they are lover, it's so obvious, right? I always love such combination, we the outsider never know what's their obstacles for being together. If they get married, commonly, the Chinese will convert into Muslim. I heard a lots of stories about family's objection in such issue, they bring it to the court, your friends will try to brainwash you over and over again, even your dogs probably will hate you for that. As such, I believe that Love is the only element that give strength to both of them.

The Chinese is such a sweet guy. He was holding a birthday cake walking into the restaurant, singing Birthday song with the staff there. The Malay girl is so happy and shock in the same time.

Well, the Malay girl and I actually share the same birthday. As I told you, my dear readers, I don't fancy about blowing the candles and make any wishes in front of a cake. " ....... Happy Birthday to Honey! " this is exactly how the Chinese guy sing for his girlfriend. I was in shock cause oh man, it's gross and gay, alright?

I can tell that he does not earn good money or he'll treat his girlfriend better. They did not order food as much as mine, and they even don't have a proper camera to take photos! I have bloody 2 compact cameras in my bag but I can say, nobody feels happier than them at the moment. They used a camera phone and another bloody fact is, they have this simpler phone compared to mine.

Such couple really make me salute them. They have the purest happiness in the world, without brainwashed by the reality, specifically by money-talking. Let it be brands or cash notes. This Chinese guy made me think of someone that I've lost contact since ages ago.

Tell me how many people around you that don't give a shit about the fame and money? I bet it's only a single digit, not more than that. Tell me which potential-boyfriend you'll pick from this two typical type :

#1 : Sweet, shy and poorer guy; or

#2 : Smart, outstanding and richer guy

Once I was in dilemma. I am not sure who I want, which one suits me. I tried to be on the fence but I can't help myself but mingle around between them. I am responsible in such tragic because of my stupidity and self-centered.

Both of them are musicians. What a coincidence, right?

This poorer guy write me poems sing me songs. He barely has the excessive money to treat me movies, he has the smallest wardrobe I ever seen in the world and he is a Christian. He has low self-esteem and over-sensitive sometimes. Once, we sms-ing and he told me that he's taking bath now and talk later. So I said alright talk to you later. He then flirted with me saying wanna take bath together? I then answered nevermind, your bathroom so small. He never reply me since then and I didn't realize that he actually mind when I said his bathroom is small. He can be so self-centered and disapproved me strongly when I had a study group with male friends. How could he be so over-sensitive about it? I was speechless. We seldom argue because he always bare with my attitudes, this is the good part of his which make me like about him, despite from his low self-esteem and strong jealousy. We used to have the same dream to chase but it shattered when he told me that I will never can be a captain if I'm working with him. It hurts my dignity in a way, he actually abuse the trust from me to him.

Another guy is smart and outstanding. He has many friends and he has this unique material inside him which make everyone loves him. He is a better and more professional musician compared to the first guy. He respects me more than the first guy can do and he is very courteous. He pays for all the movie treats and taught me many new things my eyes are open-wider. He has taste in choosing clothes and I always can rely on his opinions whenever I step out from changing room. The minus is he always very busy with his business and he seldom plans for occasions, let it be our special dates or my birthday.

Girls are complicated. Some of them are undeniable bitching and complaint all the time. I can't agree more cause I complaint sometimes. If I start to open my mouth and complain, it will take more strength for me to stop bitching. I want my boyfriend to put more efforts in the relationship and tell me all sorts of beautiful things, but brainwashing me using his fortune.

There was once I had a hangout with bunch of college mates in the mall. Out of randomness, I simply pointed at this male perfume and said new launching! Must be smells good! After a week, I had a small bottle of the perfume outside my dorm. I still keeping it and I don't know who gave it to me. I guess maybe the fellow was too nervous and forgot to sign on the wrapper.

Another incidence was when we, the bunch of newbies of college walk down the street, I suggested to plant some roses outside the alley. Some of them laughed. I felt like an idiot anyways, have no idea why I suggested it. Next morning, I have a pink rose on my table with a small gift card attached, saying your dream came true! Must thank me now! I was so touched and I actually ask him out for a dinner as a token of appreciation.

THIS IS WHAT I CALLED EFFORTS.INTENTION.LOVE.

I #attempted to be good ™ I tried to be considerate. I know everyone is different and they are unique in their ways. Maybe I satisfied easily and less materialistic, money hardly buy my heart, let it be Gucci, Chanel, Tiffany & Co or whatsoever. PS : Maybe I will be happier if give me iPad or BB. Whee!

Let's talk about sincerity. If you want to love somebody, let it be sincere from your heart. I see myself in the first guy's eyes, and I feel nothing when the second guy looks at me. I see appreciation; I see realistic; Girls, don't go after rich people because you will definitely feel empty inside eventually. Even if you have the biggest wardrobe in this world, you know you got it from someone but yourself.

I doubt that we can find someone sincere in this world. If you found one, make sure you hold it tight, it is a beautiful love story in such hypocrite world.

Before I end this post, just fyi, we had this little sms-chatting (between the first guy and I) last year, I screwed it again, the usual me. =/ Well, he screwed it as well, so don't blame me. Adios!

It's My Birthday Again!

First and the foremost,

what's keep running in my mind is,

I want to bring my Alaskan back now! But I couldn't cause I want her to spend more time with her mummy before she follows me back home. Sob sob sob.

We've been talking about naming her this and that, trust me, I am so good in giving names.

So this time I'm the boss, I'll be the one to name her.

You'll never know until I bring her home and introduce her OFFICIALLY to the public,

stop guessing and keep reading my blog to find out her name ;)

It excites me so much imagining myself walk them, a Sharpei, a Belgium Shepherd, a Pug and a Alaskan Malamute in the park while people will automatically get out from our way, haha!


. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . What I am not allowed to scare people off, izzit?


So, it's my Birthday again.

I'm not expecting any gifts because it's Ching Ming ZOMG,

why my mom gave birth this day?!

It is so forever that my Birthday falls on the same day with Ching Ming,

maybe next time I should gather all my relatives in the cemetery to clean the graveyards, in conjunction of celebrating my birthday then we can eat the leftover foods.

How ironic is that? Duhh.

My boyfriend is quite vulnerable in choosing a present for me which I will never know what's in his list,

this or that and he complaint that I have longer HATE LIST compared to MIGHT-LIKE-IT LIST.

It's been ages since I try to look out for something I can like, hah!

I should be expecting his gift two months later cause he needs to order it from overseas.

What is that actually? Project Natal? Ha my brother's wish!

Told you that I'm not that kind of girl who fancy about Birthday celebrations.

I knew this girl from my college, she is always busy with friends' birthdays,

she even often blogged about whose birthday-and-we-celebrated-it-crazily,

I-love-you-my-friend-you-are-my-honey and blah-blah.

Can't you get a life?

I anti her because she tried to hook up with my sister's boyfriend before.

Aww... did I condemned you again? Poor you.

She is just another girl named plain-face with insecurity crawling inside her.

She needs to do something special, spend more time celebrating for others

so that her existence can be noticed. Isn't it?

You can say all sorts of thing and telling my I have narrow mind,

I can't bother much. I am not hypocrite and I don't COMMIT my life to celebrate others' birthdays.

Fullstop on that. I should stop condemning people. It's my birthday and stop doing bad things please!

At least for a day, right or not?

Well...

You know what is the thing I wish NOT to receive during my birthday?

I don't mind you give me shit (if you can eat the shit for me),

BIRTHDAY CAKE OMFG DON'T EVER GIVE IT TO ME!

I don't hate Birthday cake, the sweetness is the only thing I dislike!

If I am forced to eat one, I would want it to be a chocolate cake,

A BIG NO to Tiramisu, Cappucino, Vanilla, Strawberry (Most hated!) and any weird flavors!

I'll eat a small tiny piece of the chocolate cake and push it to others to finish it.

If chocolate doesn't kill dogs, my three dogs would definitely have the whole cake in their tummies.

Birthday Cake is not necessity la! Birthday wishes enough to brighten up my day oredi!

Umm.. I have this little wish,

more readers of this blog, more CTR, more bonus earnings,

then I will buy myself

A LAPTOP! Whee whee whee!

So you, you and you just read me please! keep reading,

my wish will come true very soon, right or not? So

To all the April Babies,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ;)


PS : You just need to keep scrolling down the page for more updates! Whee!

It's A World of Do-It-Yourself.

I have this brilliant idea of how to pull the string through the little tiny hole after all the tough jobs and sweating pulling it out whenever I change my handphone tag.

No worries, you can do-it-yourself and it's very simple.

#1 : Pull the string using your hair. I tried to use paper clip but it probably will scratch your handphone, you would need to dig the string out from the hole which make me feel like an undertaker idiot.

By using your hair, you just need to tie the string to it, and push the hair through the hole, the string will be pulled out as well, as shown in the photo below.

Photo One.

#2 : So now the string is out from the tiny hole. Just tie it like how I did in the photo.

Photo Two.

#3 : Then, like that...

Photo Three.

#4 : What else? Cut the hair by a pair of scissors. Eh, don't bite it ler, very disgusting.

Cut Cut Cut.

# 4 : Dang dang dang! Done.

Aww... Ros is Bling-bling.

I got this as a present from Melacca. Heart it.

Now, DIY is one of the trends nowadays.

Budget-wise and importantly, the self-satisfaction.

I know la, pulling out the string out of the tiny hole isn't considered as DIY,
it's only another easy method.

Talk about Do-It-Yourself,

I used to paint the walls inside my room and sister's.

I used to made myself brushes for special effects for my drawing class.

I don't think you need creativity to do it,

just need some brain-cells of yours and of course, your efforts.

If you're that stupid and effortless, then let it be, better pay someone and get the things done.

I am not sure if DIY = Self Service.

Unlikely other restaurants, all of us self-service in McD, KFC, Dominos and etc.

I make order at the counter, I bring the ordered french fries/chickens/burgers to the table, I take the sauce and spoon, I clean the table after eating... I do it all my by own.

Consider Do-It-Yourself or not?

I think I am just plainly stupid to know confuse about the difference between 'em.

Eh, are we paying for 10% service charge if we dine-in?

If we are, then why self-service? Well, I supposed that they don't charge us since few years ago.

Malaysians are so used to pay for this TAX and that TAX.

So most of the people being ignorance about it, don't they?

Sometimes I pay the service charge reluctantly because I am forced to pay for that.

As for me, this is another extra income for those companies,

they would earn higher profit, and minimize their loss in paying the staff

because we had donated paid some of it for them.

Okay la, some of you would say :

"Roslyn, if you don't afford then don't go there and eat la! Talk so much."

Eh biatch, this is my blog and I don't pay you to stalk me and force-feed you with my thoughts.

Right or not, people?

By the way,

Today is the Pink Day!

BR Pink Day, every Wednesdays.

Wear pink, or show anything in pink to Baskin Robbins and enjoy your discounts!

I have lots of pink things, I can even show them my Twitter page, hah!

Especially for those princess wannabes lovely princesses, it's definitely your day, honey.

Adios, off to playground, see you tomorrow fellas!

Ronald Cheng and Charlene Choi Break Up

Press Conference

They denied the rumor of their marriage before their secret-marriage in LA were speculated by the media.

Now, Ronald and Charlene finally have words for the public regarding their marriage status.

Was a bikini the trigger of their break-up?

Rumors said that Angelababy was the third party in the relationship and caused the lovey-dovey break up.

Obviously Angelababy denied it and clarified that affair will never take place between Ronald and herself. She also told the media firmly that she does not have Ronald's number at all.

Well, we will never know what's the truth, right?

Apart from that, I understand that there was a rumor saying Charlene found a wet bikini in Ronald's room and it caused the couple split. Charlene was devastated and decided to make the call for break up divorce.

During the press conference, the couple confirmed that they are the midst of filling for divorce.

I believe Charlene forced herself to be brave and strong enough to make that move as it isn't as simple as breaking up,

it's a divorce case, for God's sake.

It seems that Charlene and Ronald have mutual agreement about their relationship,

throughout the press conference,

they kept saying their marriage are blessed by both the families and they are happy together.

They urged for space and they apologized if this incident hurt any party or anyone.

As for me, press conference weren't necessary as this is their private life.

Artists do have the right to enjoy privacy and they are not required to tell the world everything about them.

First, Gillian was involved in the sex scandal, now Charlene lied about her marriage with Ronald.

What's wrong with Twins la? Who should be responsible for this?

The media? The artist management? The artist themselves? Or the public?

I have no comment about her lies/scandal or whatsoever because it's her life, not mine.

Well, you can tell white lies, but deny it totally and fool their fans it's quite bad.

In case you are puzzled, the couple had tied the knot in 2006, Los Angelas.

They are said to start dating after their collaboration in Hidden Heroes 2004.

Ronald had tattooed Charlene on his arm celebrating their remarkably love story.

Despite from the tattoo, nothing seems last forever.

Early of their relationship, Charlene had been reported that she had stand for Ronald's bad habits.

With the passage of time, she often draw a boundary between them during her public appearance,

she mentioned that she has sensitive nose and hated cigarette smoke.

On the other hand, she hated tattooed man as well.

Apparently her remarks on smoking habit and tattoo were aimed at Ronald.

Pitiful that Charlene should get someone better, a man that truly love her, appreciate her.

Ronald was said by their friends that Charlene used to be ignored by Ronald while he was partying outside.

Charlene would wait for him at home but he barely turn up even after 2 nights.

My humble opinion is, they have so much conflicts and such issues will definitely caused this drastic break up.

However, they filed for divorce now, as what concluded by Charlene during the press conference,

they need more space and they both hope that they can lead happier life ever after.

Romance is just another walk of life, it's proven here.

You can be anyone in this world,

nobody can escape from being hurt,

it's just a matter of life and thoughts.

All we can do is,

when we hurt, we learn from it. Adios!

Forming A Cliche!

Happy St Patrick's Day, fellas!

It's a worldwide festival where people will gather to drink!

I participated this event last year, unfortunately, this year something came out and I need to prepare for the interview next day. My friends were rocking on the stage in One U while I was trying to memorize all the you-must-know information in my room. Got sms from friends, FB messages inviting me to the event, sigh, I have to missed this so that I wouldn't regret if I failed for the interview because I was bloody having fun drinking beer with friends!

We missed many things in life, don't you?

I always tell myself that I can regain it in the future, it makes me feel better but as time flies, I realized that I can't turn back the time as I wish.

#1 : I was tragically fell sick the day after my dog passed away, and I missed the family reunion dinner with my relatives.

#2 : I missed most of the movie session with college mates because I was conducting events in college and never-ending-meetings occupied my schedule.

#3 : I always absent from night-clubs-hangover because I hate the smoke and poor PA system. Most importantly, I feel like an outsider when they have their insider jokes and I am so puzzled when they laughed.

Apparently, because of my 100% absence, I am not invited anymore to join the hangover-group, (like I care!) and I am still with my #Havocgang.

So, I met this bunch of people who actually invited me few times for a gathering in one of the night club in Kuala Lumpur. Finally, after few attempts, I promised that I will be there waiting for them.

At 10PM sharp, they've reached. After a short while sitting at the side, we danced on the dance floor. One of them wanted to chit chat so I decided to accompany him since we both scored D in dancing.

He started showing off how rich he is, what car he drives, and the funniest thing that he told me that he was graduated from a rich college. He was hoping me to ask questions, I was reluctantly tried to entertain him, so I asked for the name of the college. He told me it's Taylor's College. I stunned awhile, I was speechless. WTH? Taylor's?

He then told me he has girlfriend, she's a mixed of Philipino and Chinese and she is damn pretty and sexy. As a proof, I asked him to show me her picture and OMFG, she is more fleshy than my sisters but uglier. He loves her so much and financially support her when she had her shopping trips to Europe countries for 6 months.

Obviously that he has to be filthy rich to sponsor for the shopping trip, right or not? I was so curious and asked how much did he paid for the trip. Please bare in mind that I am not being busy-body, if he wants to share his stories with a stranger like me, I must show my interest in the topic to show my basic respects, agree?

And his answer was RM6000 per month.

What a liar! I bet his salary is less than RM3K a month, and I never seen him drive other cars but Proton Satria, he doesn't even have a proper jeans.

He can be one of the rich kids in town, so what? He is freaking 26 years and still rely on family's fortune? Well, I did not intended to comment on his richness because I am nobody to critic it. Let it be if he wants to show off in front of me, perhaps to him, I am just another girl that seen easily on the street, a girl that can come towards him just a snap of fingers.

So, my ears were abused brutally by his lies, I hope that he can stop before I lose my temper and bang his head on the table. Luckily, one of the girls came back from the dance floor for a drink. The conversation ended in silence. After few hours, they decided to go home.

The bills came but none of them afford to pay for the full amount. One of the guys asked if this show-off guy can pay for them first. I was waiting anxiously to see what his reaction.

He then told us that he did not bring so much cash. I was thrilled because it proven that he is not that rich after all. To be frank, I only brought my ID, a RM50 note and a credit card with me that night. The waitress was waiting impatiently and I felt disgraced, was thinking what a bunch of losers and I am so half-loser because of them! I am not intended to use my credit card unless emergency. I considered this as the emergency and I reluctantly pull out the card from my purse.

After we walked out from the club, I gave them my account number and told them to bank in the amount the next morning. One of the guys actually got on my nerve when he said why not I just treat them since I have a Gold Card. Fuck them thousands times! Who are you you think you are? You are nameless and I named you big time loser, understand? This bunch of wannabes so fancy about clubbing why not they just ask money from their parents since they are rich kids (as if they are!).

If I could turn back the time, I will kill them before I was embarrassed in the night club. I will not attend the stupid gathering again! Let all the wannabes form a clan named Maximum Stupidity and show off all they wanted!

As such, I realized that same type of people will only form a clan together. It's so horrible when you are bullied by this wannabe-girlclan in school but in the same time, if you have a cliche on your own, you feel that you are powerful enough to bring down the concrete wall. Mine is #Havocgang, we make havoc in school and proud of it. It happened during my secondary school, pilot training and college studies. I think create havoc is in my blood and I enjoy doing it. I don't mind to be someone's pain the ass because it's my entertainment and my gang is so good in doing it.

As time flies, from secondary school to college studies, my members from #Havocgang had changed and at this stage, all are men but myself. This is the little flaw as what I seen. The bright side of mingle with guys is I know their thoughts. Despite from the dirty-minded issues, guys sometimes are so sentimental and caring compared to girls. The best thing about making friends with guys is they seldom jealous and less gossip. I love gossip and manipulations, they will help me, on top of that, they are really efficient and smarter.

I have words about making friends with girls. Some of them are so fragile and you can't make jokes out of them. If you did, they'll tell you that it's fine but they will definitely back stab you thousand times to ease their mentally pain. Girls have moods. It's unpredictable and unacceptable. Princess wannabes want everyone to treat them like a baby princess, I hate it when they call everyone dear. I can't make friends with such person, firstly, I am not from any charity organization for child care, or baby sister! A friendship bonding should be in this form :

Friends = Friends;

But not like the form below :

Kuli = Princess

I know such princess wannabes will never change their annoying attitudes unless hell freezes. Sometimes, I admit that I am demanding but I am way better than please-caress-me-like-a-kitty-miaow. Do you really think this kind of girls are good inside? Most of them are the Master of Puppets. They show you the kawaii face, soft-spoken, good hair, perfect make up and slowly pull you down, and snap!! You are trapped and now you are one of their Kuli-s. They want teddy bears from you, but in your heart, teddy bear means alot and you don't give it out easily. But they still want it, do you think your feelings really matter to them?

Undeniable that soft-spoken and pretty faces always at the top list of men-wanted. Same goes to six-packs and good looking guys always my dish in my plate. Can we really stand strong and tell the world we are just friends? For me, certainly that I have two-hearts on this issue. The angel me will say oh-we-are-best-friends, the devil me will say oh-come-to-me-baby! I know making new friends is one of the basic needs nowadays, look at the numbers of see-all-friends in Facebook, it grows rapidly! In my humble opinion, making friends isn't easy. It's not that easy as we seen in the surface. It's a knowledge and you learn it from time to time. Tell me if you regretted knowing someone or you regret not to take the first step to know this person?

Let me tell ya. I failed in this subject called friendship. I will break the bonding without thinking if I found out that he, as my normal friend actually admiring me. I know I am a jerk and I shouldn't break his heart. I will stop contacting this girl if I found out that she back stab me without thinking what's her reason. I failed it so many times and at this time, I shall regain the knowledge and learn to appreciate every single friends I have in my life.

LOVE.OUR.FRIENDS.

Affairs-So-Yesterday

Went to TGIF Pavilion with bii and Edward last Friday. Ordered and Mac & Cheese as appetizer. I am so gonna make it in my own kitchen ;) Rather to learn how to make it instead of ordering it from TGIF and pay RM12.50. Love the Pepper Pasta, yum-yum! We actually took some vain photos, but thanks to the stupid pendrive! I lost all the photos! Arrgh!

Before the TGIF supper, was looking for laptop. I was considering to buy Alienware by Dell, discussed with close friends, they told me that MAC will be more suitable and they are so sure that I am so gonna regret it if I buy Alienware. Wah, you guys know me too well lo, dangerous.

I am half-dead without a laptop. I am not used to use the desktop at home ever since my dad bought me a laptop when I was 18. To the stupid thief, you will never can on my laptop you bloody hell, use my fingerprints you aresehole! Luckily bii had transferred all the photos to my iTouch, just wait for a new laptop then I can have all my photos back again! Whee!

One of the best things happened this week is, my blog actually is earning money. I was like : "What? Ohh!" Thanks for your supports eh. Recently, a friend of mine posted a link in my page. Not intended to click on it, thought it is another pretty girl's blog, till he told me that it's very interesting or he'll cut off his head.

Awh, pretty sure huh? Yes, I know the guy she (the blogger) mentioned. I don't think she is hitting on me cause I am so pretty sure, so damn sure that she will never know about my existence. It was so yesterday and I think that the guy wouldn't mentioned about me in front of his newly-made girlfriend. As what I read from the entries, they are actually having good times together, this is what they want, aren't they? So don't bother about the past, if only the guy and I have a past la. If we are considered as each other's past la. If we admit it la, duhh.

Let it be Kancil or Benz, he is still your boyfriend, no matter what car he drives. This girl is so excited and proud that her bf is a pilot, then it's very good! You should be proud of your boyfriend, no? My boyfriend is a drummer, I am proud of him too. Talk about the pilot's mom, she is a very good mom and she treated me so good. I can feel that she made me her half daughter, she will walk the mall with me, we will buy groceries together and we often share stories about this pilot. Whee. I can feel the love, maybe some of you might say : "Probably she did these to everyone lo, don't think too much." Yeah, probably, but I keep it in my heart, I know she is a wonderful lady. I still can remember the scene where she hug me and caress my hair, saying : "Don't argue with him (she mentioned the name actually), he is very soft, sometimes you need to consider his feelings, I know he likes you alot." I nodded. Then, drove off the car. It was time for us, pilot and I take bus to back to the hostel. He told me : "I can feel that my mom likes you a lot. " I looked up and stared at his face, "Do you really think so?" I asked him. He smiled and nodded.

Let it be lo. We lost contact, because I refused to talk to him nicely when we smsed each other. Awh, I was so bad. I regretted for being such an immature idiot, sorry eh. We have our own life now, whee! We should be happy ho.

Later, I will go for Tangs Sale or Nothing Close Door Preview. I love such events lo, what a low-budget shopping, love it much! Nowadays, I can't resist to buy clothes from Cotton On, effing cheap kay? So gonna to by some from Cotton On after Tangs later.

Wish me good luck for tomorrow! I really need a big change for my life! Adios!

PS : Will blog more after back from Pavilion.

Disagree with whom name is Namewee.

Discussed these with my friends recently. I have friends that fanatic about Namewee, saying he is the man that speak out for Malaysian.

Frankly speaking, I have different views. Is Namewee really speaks for us, I meant, the Malaysian? People saluted him for having guts to against the government and we NEED a person like him to stand up for us.

First, I knew him throught the "Singaporean issue" from Youtube. It caused a big blast and everyone was talking about the video. I found it amusing, but I do not completely agree with it. The video definately is entertaining, but we can't justify Singaporean entirely that way. KIASU, perhaps. Spit out chewing-gums? I am not sure.

Then, his another blast-off video is the edited National song. More on politics. This is where people starts to labelled him as an icon, celebrity. And then again, his most recent video "TNB issue".

Seriously, thinking about it, (regardless the bad service we USED to upset about in Malaysia), for me, Namewee deserves the bad service he got from the particular guy in the video. He did have the intention to do something, which I can't tell you what excatly is it, the fact is, he did bring a video-cam into TNB centre.

He videotaped all the conversation. From here to there, then. Imagine if you were the staff, will you find it annoying when you know who is Namewee and now he is standing in front of you, videotaping you. The staff does have the right to ignore him, in addition, he might have no idea how to fix the electricity problems. He is not the technician, perhaps?

And some people told me : " Orang itu makan kuih-muih." Why can't he do so? He might called to the respective department and waiting for them to fix the problem, there is always the possibility. While waiting, and you are hungry, why you are not allowed to eat in the office? Apart from that, it is out of normal office hours. He cursed TNB outside the office (moron and inmature). When he is called to give statement at the police station, he videotaped AGAIN from his car to the police office.

Not sure if Namewee is standing up for us (as some of them claimed) or he is just want some attention? He confessed /complained that Malaysia government rejected his certificates and he needs to go Taiwan for further studies. He claimed that "Kita anak Malaysia" and deserves fair treatment. I can't agree more about " Kita semua anak Malaysia" and Malays are the priority for government which I found it unfair as well.

Bear in your mind that, whoever studies in Chinese private school, they are definately banned/not qualified/not offered to further studies in local government U. The parents should know before they send their children to study there, shouldn't them? And now, after Namewee studied more that 5 years in the private school, he put the blame on the government as he is forced to further studies overseas. If he wants to further his studies in local U, he can always transfer to one of the government schools. Unless he has bad records or criminal, I don't find it difficult to change school.

I have no judgement on pupils from Chung Hua (private school), some of them are so good in arithmetic skills. Tell you one of the conversation I heard during my lunch where a bunch of Chung Hua High School students were sitting behind me. They are discussing about people who claimed themselves as artist. One of them said : " Shameful. they think themselves artist? No even appear on the TV show or any drama." I thought "them" should be called as "actor/actress/model/performer"? It's very bad to listen other's conversation, but it really attracted me to listen to the rest, wondering what others will comment about it. "True true. They are dreaming that they are celebrity, take photo also call themselves artist. Everyone nowadays want to be an artist. Diu!" One of them responded. "Yeah true also. Know a little bit drawing also call themselves artist, very shameful." A girl commented. "Yeah hoh. I forgot how to call people that drawing one? What already ha?" another girl asked. " Stupid. Draw in English call DRAW, if you are doing draw, then is drawing lar. People who draw is drawer la!" Then all of them agreed.

OMFG. Are they seriously dumb or 'just kidding anyways'? Their conversation was in Mandarin. People who draw = drawer? They are for-God-sake either in form 4 or 5. Can you imagine how bad is their English language? I meant the particular group. But, I still believe they are also people like them outside. It's depend on your wise decision whether if you want to study in Chung Hua or government school. I studied in a Chinese primary school and kebangsaan during my secondary studies. I have no problem at all for basic English and I can speak in Mandarin as well as Cantonese. This is one of the advantage to study in Kebangsaan school. I am still able to do arithmetic questions and scored A for Mathematics.

Namewee shouldn't put the blame entirely on others. I am not a fan of his because as for me, he is self-centered and wanting for more attention. Malaysia is a good country, we might be upset with the government, but National song shouldn't be the issue. Every video he took (that uploaded to Youtube) is definately his idea of how-to-be-famous.

The fact is, this is my blog and some blog-hoppers might find it defensive, but this is only my thoughts and never expect to change anyone's mind towards Namewee. Government wanted to put him behind the bar for insulting the National song, but did they do it eventually? No. Government needs to take some action towards it. Disagree?

Agree or not, Namewee is a free man for now and he will definately upload new videos to entertain his fans out there.

Good People ;) and Bad People =[

Words from me :

Do what you are happy of.

Seriously,

imitating is sickening.

Why not you just look back at your own life

instead of doing things just want to triumph others?

People are angry at things. So many things.

Bloggers hate those who acted like a REAL BLOGGER.

Rich people hate those who acted like their life so FAB.

Lalasss acted like they are beautiful and charming,

the fact is they are so out of shape and effing short.

Fat lips, flat nose with fake-hearted.

"The fake part, so effing eye-soring."

I love real people.

Sometimes,

bad people are real.

They don't hide their desires.

They want it bad, and they fight for it.

Good people?

Always acted so good, no desire, zero aggressive.

Do you think that actually good people are bad as well?

They are so good in manipulating others,

make others think that they are good people,

make others love them.

I might be a bad person,

I talk bad about you,

I show my shit face when I see you because I hate seeing you,

I wish you a bad day and hope you break your nose.

I'll make your life hard if you don't deserve a good ones.

So what?

I am real for the particular time.

My mom said I am so mean,

My dad advised me to be a moderate person.

I am so-not-able to do so,

I hate to fake about my feelings.

So what?

I prefer to be real.

Bloody Example I

Xia Xue and Dawn Yang

(You know who is real who is faking)

Bloody Example II

Britney Spears and Ashlee Simpson

(Both lip-sync)

I understand people acts every day, it's a must in our life.

You don't tell your mom that

"OMFG, you look so fat in that dress!"

and show her the face as if you stepped on cowshit.

I will say,

"Pretty. But I think the other dress will look nicer!"

with a big smile on my face.

Imagine if your girlfriend ask you :

" I think I'm gaining weights, do you think so? "

If you tell YES,

She will goes sad and mad at you saying you hypocryte!

If you tell NO,

She'll nag you until you tell her YES, then the drama goes again.

Fake it, brothers.

Just tell them,

"I love you this way. No matter how.."

Don't tell them YES or NO.

Even if in you are screaming in your heart

"Obviously! You look so effing fat now!"

I have a close friend.

Quite fleshy (I'm faking)

Fair skin (I'm not faking)

She told and asked me in the same time,

"I look more like a Japanese if I curl my hair, right?"

I was actually asking her if she wants to go saloon with me.

Only GOD knows what's my answer.

A Bigger Picture. Adore You.

You can't hate, if you don't like it, or you can't have it.

Stop expecting people to be the one you wanted, everyone is unique.

Some people are happy with the days, some of the people are unhappy with the days.

" God doesn't create the day EQUALLY. "

You can hate me, you can love me, you can like me.

My days are still going on, I am who I am, nobody can judge nobody.

I'm telling myself to be consideration and put myself in others shoes.

Till then.