The Two Typical Types.

Make any difference? Certainly it does different in some ways.

I had my birthday dinner somewhere (photos soon to upload) at The Curve last night.

At least two tables are occupied of people celebrating their birthdays. The atmosphere is filled with happiness, people chit-chatting and applause for the pianist who performing outside the restaurant.

We took the smallest table at the corner, it was only two of us anyways. the waitresses are tactful and we had our order immediately after we got the seats.

There was an unique couple sitting opposite me; A Chinese man with a Malay lady. I guess they are at their middle ages of 20. They are whispering to each other, holding each other hands. I can tell that they are lover, it's so obvious, right? I always love such combination, we the outsider never know what's their obstacles for being together. If they get married, commonly, the Chinese will convert into Muslim. I heard a lots of stories about family's objection in such issue, they bring it to the court, your friends will try to brainwash you over and over again, even your dogs probably will hate you for that. As such, I believe that Love is the only element that give strength to both of them.

The Chinese is such a sweet guy. He was holding a birthday cake walking into the restaurant, singing Birthday song with the staff there. The Malay girl is so happy and shock in the same time.

Well, the Malay girl and I actually share the same birthday. As I told you, my dear readers, I don't fancy about blowing the candles and make any wishes in front of a cake. " ....... Happy Birthday to Honey! " this is exactly how the Chinese guy sing for his girlfriend. I was in shock cause oh man, it's gross and gay, alright?

I can tell that he does not earn good money or he'll treat his girlfriend better. They did not order food as much as mine, and they even don't have a proper camera to take photos! I have bloody 2 compact cameras in my bag but I can say, nobody feels happier than them at the moment. They used a camera phone and another bloody fact is, they have this simpler phone compared to mine.

Such couple really make me salute them. They have the purest happiness in the world, without brainwashed by the reality, specifically by money-talking. Let it be brands or cash notes. This Chinese guy made me think of someone that I've lost contact since ages ago.

Tell me how many people around you that don't give a shit about the fame and money? I bet it's only a single digit, not more than that. Tell me which potential-boyfriend you'll pick from this two typical type :

#1 : Sweet, shy and poorer guy; or

#2 : Smart, outstanding and richer guy

Once I was in dilemma. I am not sure who I want, which one suits me. I tried to be on the fence but I can't help myself but mingle around between them. I am responsible in such tragic because of my stupidity and self-centered.

Both of them are musicians. What a coincidence, right?

This poorer guy write me poems sing me songs. He barely has the excessive money to treat me movies, he has the smallest wardrobe I ever seen in the world and he is a Christian. He has low self-esteem and over-sensitive sometimes. Once, we sms-ing and he told me that he's taking bath now and talk later. So I said alright talk to you later. He then flirted with me saying wanna take bath together? I then answered nevermind, your bathroom so small. He never reply me since then and I didn't realize that he actually mind when I said his bathroom is small. He can be so self-centered and disapproved me strongly when I had a study group with male friends. How could he be so over-sensitive about it? I was speechless. We seldom argue because he always bare with my attitudes, this is the good part of his which make me like about him, despite from his low self-esteem and strong jealousy. We used to have the same dream to chase but it shattered when he told me that I will never can be a captain if I'm working with him. It hurts my dignity in a way, he actually abuse the trust from me to him.

Another guy is smart and outstanding. He has many friends and he has this unique material inside him which make everyone loves him. He is a better and more professional musician compared to the first guy. He respects me more than the first guy can do and he is very courteous. He pays for all the movie treats and taught me many new things my eyes are open-wider. He has taste in choosing clothes and I always can rely on his opinions whenever I step out from changing room. The minus is he always very busy with his business and he seldom plans for occasions, let it be our special dates or my birthday.

Girls are complicated. Some of them are undeniable bitching and complaint all the time. I can't agree more cause I complaint sometimes. If I start to open my mouth and complain, it will take more strength for me to stop bitching. I want my boyfriend to put more efforts in the relationship and tell me all sorts of beautiful things, but brainwashing me using his fortune.

There was once I had a hangout with bunch of college mates in the mall. Out of randomness, I simply pointed at this male perfume and said new launching! Must be smells good! After a week, I had a small bottle of the perfume outside my dorm. I still keeping it and I don't know who gave it to me. I guess maybe the fellow was too nervous and forgot to sign on the wrapper.

Another incidence was when we, the bunch of newbies of college walk down the street, I suggested to plant some roses outside the alley. Some of them laughed. I felt like an idiot anyways, have no idea why I suggested it. Next morning, I have a pink rose on my table with a small gift card attached, saying your dream came true! Must thank me now! I was so touched and I actually ask him out for a dinner as a token of appreciation.

THIS IS WHAT I CALLED EFFORTS.INTENTION.LOVE.

I #attempted to be good ™ I tried to be considerate. I know everyone is different and they are unique in their ways. Maybe I satisfied easily and less materialistic, money hardly buy my heart, let it be Gucci, Chanel, Tiffany & Co or whatsoever. PS : Maybe I will be happier if give me iPad or BB. Whee!

Let's talk about sincerity. If you want to love somebody, let it be sincere from your heart. I see myself in the first guy's eyes, and I feel nothing when the second guy looks at me. I see appreciation; I see realistic; Girls, don't go after rich people because you will definitely feel empty inside eventually. Even if you have the biggest wardrobe in this world, you know you got it from someone but yourself.

I doubt that we can find someone sincere in this world. If you found one, make sure you hold it tight, it is a beautiful love story in such hypocrite world.

Before I end this post, just fyi, we had this little sms-chatting (between the first guy and I) last year, I screwed it again, the usual me. =/ Well, he screwed it as well, so don't blame me. Adios!