No Smoke Without Fire.

Epic.

Time passed. I knew it, so little yet enough for me to know much about this person. People says :

"Don't wash dirty linen in public"

I am keeping my promises, I am not going to reveal it, you deserve a good treat from me.

Let bygones by bygones, you felt offended, I can't help.

All I can tell you is don't make a mountain out of a mole hill.

Every cloud has a silver lining.

Let's hope for the good things, leave the bad things behind.

I used to be very cruel and rude, but believe me, I've changed.

All I said is true, we made bad romance, so what?

Look at the people around us, apparently, even Brad-angelina quarreled!

There is no guarantee that someone is going to make good romance with whoever.

Love at the first blush is romantic, don't you think so?

I am lucky. People confessed that they fall for me during first sight.

Eh, don't judge the book by its cover la. I am not that lovely.

Sorry, I have my own dignity and I don't go after guys.

One man's meat is another man's poison.

People tend to afraid of things they don't know.

I am not a threat.

Either was matured by the time, we were young, so what?

If our lover is not going to reveal any information, let it be.

He or she just want to protect us, it's better if we don't know about it.

Cry all you can, all I am going to do is laugh at you.

This is between the couple, none of my business.

Don't ever let the jealousy taking over the emotion.

If people already showed the lovey-dovey pictures to the public,

then let it be genuine, not faking it out.

I understand we quarrel, we fight, we hate.

Though they are you family, sometimes, they really get on our nerves, right?

So what is so big deal about LOVER?

We are all human, not aliens.

I understand that people will defeat themselves when feel threaten.

Have you ever think that you might be a little over sensitive?

When the temper rules your mind, you can't see it clear.

He is your meat, my poison. So stop being being offended or challenged.

To make no bones, I am going to tell that:

I am not sure if we can be friends. But you can try me. I promise I will never act such an arsehole.

Tell the girl don't get on my nerve, or I will let her 'crying over spilt milk'.

Frankly speaking, despite of those bad moments we had, I missed those days.

PS : Actually it's near to impossible to get on my nerve, whee!

March 2010

A place to be.

TIME FLIES. It's already March before we can realize it!

Passion.

Can March be my lucky month?

My schedule for March is predictable.

If you are my people,

you know what I meant.

Firstly,

I would like to thank some of them.

Your courage lighten up my life

and hopefully my dream will come true.

I have experienced the nervousness,

adrenaline rushing in the blood veins,

tried so hard to be calm and professional.

I can't forget the moment.

The disappointment that flooding,

the discouragement from myself,

I hope it will come to the end very soon.

I hope you all,

who intended and willing to help me out,

is the angels sent by GOD to me.

You are my angels even since you give me a hand.

I know it's my time to have a change in life.

I failed for the first time,

I know it's the obstacles in life,

I need to learn it hard way so that I appreciate more.

I know I am prepared if compared to last time,

Pray hard that I will succeed. ;)

Through The Time I

My college besties.

I wasn't matured by the moment.

Many things happened, I do not regret,

but I miss those time.

We all used to hang out every dinner time,

watch movies together,

slammed on the Toshiba's keyboard because we are fighting to use MSN.

You changed clothes in front of me without feeling shy,

because they said I am not fancy over them.

*Funny* You'll never know if I am.

The group.

This was when I found out the lies of this particular guy.

The right place and right time.

I used to think that guys will always stand for guys,

especially their own friends.

I used to think that guys will help their friends to cheat on girlfriends,

but them.

The people in this photo are real, they know guys better than I am.

I am grateful that

he is no more in my life.

To the particular you,

sorry to say,

you are a loser.

*peace*

Can you imagine that I was surrounded by them in the bus,

They revealed all your lies to me.

I was such a fool that I believed you.

You are just another coward anyways.

What Do You Mean That You Don't Know!

Do you know what's worth fighting for?

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating?

It is completely a waste of time if I fight for you.

It's been few years back and you are still haunting my mind.

Sometimes, people tend to hate things that made them feel regret.

I worked so hard so that I can hate things lesser.

I am optimistic, yet I am extreme in things I do.

I hate you for no reason, perhaps.

People just hate things for the sake of hating

Sorry to say I am regret to know you personally.

Does the pain weight out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You're in ruin.

My heart is unbreakable but you, the particular you made me lost faith.

I will never hide because I am from the bright side

while you are so insecure and you need to hide to lick your wounds.

Maybe I am a fighter because I hate to be a loser.

Some of the things are not worth for me to fight and dying for.

It proved me right, I am better off without fighting.

I do not want to fight, but I want my lips sealed.

Sorry I will never want to be in anyone's cage,

I do not want to be trapped nor cheated.

It suffocated me, truly madly deeply.

Boys and girls are so different, literally, mentally and physically.

Sorry I am not a flower waiting for you to seed me.

I think it's hard to be with me,

I need a person who can go the flow with me,

follow my steps and never underestimate me.

Girls should be someone like this, no?

Went for interviews and most of them will ask

"What's your vision for the next five years?"

"I am a confident and proud of my career. I am not married and no child. Drive a prestige car and happy with my own life. I am more capable than now and afford to earn a better living for my family."

Surprised that I do not see myself holding hands with a guy walking down the street.

I do not see myself taking care of babies nor myself in wedding gown.

I can see myself with bunch of friends and buying stuff for my parents.

I can see myself busy with my career and full of pride, perhaps.

I am trying to live on my own.

I started to well-planned how to use my salary.

I used to be the regular customer for Guess, Topshop, ZARA, AX, Swatch and etc.

Now I started to visit Cotton On and Forever 21.

Affordable prices, can?

I am planning future for myself.

I want to pursue my dream flying in the sky

no more guitars, mics and gadgets.

I am so done with the past me, in regards of material and philosophy in life.

Boys, please go away.

Stop haunting me and expecting me to admit who you are.

Boys such a waste of time, for now.

You are my secondary choice, I am not fighting.

I am not looking at you.

I am not expecting you.

I think I am better when I stop fighting and condemning.

I realized young people have less responsibility in relationship.

They tend to play with it and take it for granted.

I have no intention to break anyone's relationship with whoever,

but, guys, please stop pretending in front of your gfs saying

I AM JUST YOUR FRIEND.

I am not interested but why you are interested in me?

I take you as friends, that's all.

When the cat out of the bag,

gfs tend to get mad over the so-called third party.

Pitiful that the third party does not interested in the bf AT ALL.

So girls, stop playing mind games there.

I have stopped playing it zillion years ago.

Grow up.

I speak up is not because for the sake of my relationship with Jan Calvin,

but my dignity don't allowed anyone to think

my taste is THAT cheap.

Who is worth for me to fight?

Nobody.

So save the energy and stop fantasize about

"OMFG, the bitch steals my bf!"

You and Me

If we are not married in the next 5 years,

If we are single and available at my age 29,

If we are meant to have each other,

If you can sing me a song,

If you can cook me a meal,

If I am the only one in your eyes,

If you still remember our first kiss,

If you still remember how broken our hearts were,

If you keep our promises in your heart,

I will marry you. ;)


You are my past, I am your future.

Flying Isn't My Passion

Sunshine X Runway X Planes

I am happily exhausted.

Airports are always busy.

I love spending nights at the departure hall.

Love the announcement. I can't wait to go home.

I am a free bird that don't like to fly far.

Should I choose flying as my future? I wonder.

Happy Birthday to Me.

Happy Happy Birthday. ;)

make a wish...

First,

People that love me, please love me more, I'll feed you more chocolates as my appreciations. I wish you luck, lovely fellas.

Secondly,

People who hates me, hate me more, I know you are jealous of me. Get a bad life instead of looking into mine. Hope sadness around you for the rest of your time.

Kudos.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

" I was born under unusual circumstances "

And so begins The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Adapted from the 1920s story by F. Scott Fitzgerald

Benjamin Button is a man who born in his eighties and ages backwards. The story set in New Orleans from the end of World War I in 1918, into the 21st century, following his journey that is as unusual as any man’s life can be.

Directed by David Fincher, “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button” is a time traveler’s tale of the people and places he bumps into along the way, the loves he loses and finds, the joys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

Love the story. I cried, I felt it, and I love it.

He wanted his baby girl. He wanted to be there when she needs him, but he couldn't. I felt so touched. Nothing could describe how I felt when I watched the movie. It is more than just love, not an usual love where most of us always be with. You love her, you think for her, you forced to leave her, because you love her. When you're back, again, you realized that you can't take care of your lover anymore.

I'm not trying to be so emo. It touches my heart and I can feel the pain. How could I bare with the sadness where I actually watched my lover go away from me? The giggles and bedstories we shared throughout the nights gone with him. I can't hold him anymore. I know he was there but I can't touch him. I want to be with him but the reality tear us apart.

how could I? I'm not that good.

Love lasts long, so that the sadness

- Roslyn

Gimme More, Tell Me More.

Came across a personality test. Simply just an internet test, but I found it accurately true. ;)

For the test, click here.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(A Leader needs to be someone like these, no?)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(You're the man!)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(Uh huh~)

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(I like to flirt?! Seriously this is damned.)

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
(Accurately trueeeeeeeeeeee!)

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
(yadda yadda yadda..)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(I vow who stand in front of me, is that consider as aggressive towards my way to suceed?)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you don't show yourself to cover up how you feel.
(No wonder some people think that I'm a manipulator. I just want things to be in control, lols)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(That's so true mate!)


Lastly, have fun doing the test pals. Till then.