The Cleo 50 Most Eligible Bachelors 2010

Got passes from Red.Fm to this annually event! I was thrilled and so passionate in attending it. I did some research on Military Chic look, hope it won't turn out a tragic failure. Google definitely is my only soul mate during the nights before this event.

Passes.

It will be held in ZOUK, apparently, boyfriend did not show any interest to go as he doesn't like clubs and crowded place, so I've called my besties hopefully that they won't turn me down, unfortunately, all of them are having final exams. Argghh I hate school.

Yes I'm talking about you. You, you and YOU!

Yintse Su, Kit Ying Wong, Willie Tai and Ryan.

Undoubtedly, you all broke my heart.

Those eligible bachelors don't seems attracted me that much. Apart from that, I don't go to club alone. Eventually, I decided to shop for dog foods in Pet Safari, Ikano Power Centre with boyfriend. So puff!

GONE MY PLAN TO BACHELOR BASH.

4 passes wasted like used paper thrown in the dustbin.

*I love my Mother Earth, I am keeping all the used papers to send to recycle centre*

Foodshion Runway.

# Surf and Turf Burger.

The little creamy things you saw on the plate actually shrimps. This is the first time I ordered burger from Tony Roma's. Undeniably, this burger is massive hugeeee, gosh it's portion for two! I ordered pasta before I changed my mind to Surf and Turf. ZOMG, I need to compress it few times just to feed into my mouth. Unfortunately, despite of my jaw almost break, I can't finish it all and what a waste! So I bring it back and ended up all in my dogs' stomach. I rated 4.5/5. I love the fries!

# Big Stack Burger

Damn, he can finish it without force feeding himself. Monster.

# Ice Lemon Tea RM6.90

I can eat so much but I was totally a loser this moment. I can't even finish this drink.

# Menu I

# Menu II

# Menu III

The burgers are visually delicious and filling. I strongly recommend Surf And Turf. The only burger with shrimps and topped with onions and cheese. *grin*

# Snowflake

10% off for Tang's membership card holder! I am still new to this Beeping UFO, LMAO.

#Dinner Time in Pavilion.

My first time. Boyfriend never prefer sushi than something else. I seldom dine in Japanese restaurant, let alone Sushi King's member day wtf the best day to eat sushi never trigger him to eat even one. So this time I am obviously over the moon when they suggested Sakae Sushi!

Tried out the wasabi, it's out of my expectation =(

# What should we order?

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# Gosh, touchscreen self-service.

Sounds nut, I know. Apparently I am a noob because I am indeed a loyal lazy person, I don't look for new spot to have my lunch or dinner outside. If I am satisfied with the foods, you'll see me dine in the same restaurant frequently. It's proven, I blogged about Tony Roma's 3 times.

# Me first! Take your finger away or I'll bite!

# 3 bloggers here. Snap all you can!

# Vegetarian shark fin.

Cut shark fin soup from your menu! Concern about marine creatures, don't abuse their right.

# RM5.90 only.

# Picture tells it all.

# Ryan's dumpling.

They are my best friends in college. We used to worked out few of college's events together. All of us are from different courses, 3 of us but Carmen, we are from School of Technology while Carmen is the future artistic professional in advertising field. 

We have not meet each other almost a year and this time, I take the initiative to plan a gathering and here we are. Hon Mun and I watch The Losers in the afternoon while waiting Carmen and Ryan join us for dinner.

Definitely I will plan another gathering soon. Boys, I started to miss you all!

PS : Eh, Hon Mun, poor yooouuu. because of the paria dentist you talked like an indian for 2 days. *insider jokes* Ryan, you are the semi racist and stop being racist. *insider jokes*

# The face of satisfaction.

Adios! Have a nice day, readers.

Love Our Adorable Furkids!

Woke up early in the  morning about 7AM. The bed is so tempting and I couldn't resist it, so I closed my eyes thinking to take a short nap before take a bath. Jumped off from the bed when the clock hits 8AM and rushed to the station pumped gas before heading to Ampang. Perhaps you guys still have no clue what I'm babbling here, wtf is Roslyn trying to say kind of thingsssss? Let's the photos do the talking. Happy reading peeps!

Indeed I spend my last Sunday with my one of my close friends during college studies by volunteering in SPCA Selangor. Carmen has been involved in volunteering works since I met her in college. During chit-chat via MSN, she mentioned that she is going to help out and I decided to go with her this time.

Despite of my kiasu-ing for not trusting my GPS system, where I took wrong turns and couldn't find the way to Carmen's house, eventually we still managed to reach there safely an hour late than what we planned.

# Carmen is changing the newspapers.

We joined in the team immediately once we reached there. As part of the workers, we clean the cages and change the newspapers before the feeding time. The dogs are so adorable and behave. Frankly, their intelligence and friendliness beyond my expectation. This is the first time I visited this warm house of abandoned animals. The animals, especially the dogs are well taken care and most of them are vaccinated. Sorry I did not spent time with the cats as much as with the dogs, as what I observed, the cats are well kept in big cages, SPCA provides a clean and cozy environment for our furkids.

# Aunt Rose is mixing sliced meat with cooked rice.

I almost have communication break down with her as we were assuming that we both are bananas and do not speak Cantonese. Funny thou and we realized the fact finally when I heard her spoke in Cantonese with Carmen. I answered her with Cantonese and she just gave me a big smile. Aunt Rose is the long term worker, all the dogs love her and they listen to her command obediently.

 # It's feeding time for furkids.

Surprisingly, we weren't the only two volunteered on Sunday. I'd seen many Caucasian families bring their kids to SPCA and taught them how to clean the cages and feed the animals. For safety reasons, they are allowed to feed puppies but adult dogs. I find that the adult dogs are not scary at all and they have good relationship with human. They'll wait courteously, I meant they won't bark at you rushing you to feed them with foods, when you open the cage, they will look at you gratefully, I am not kidding and not over-exaggerated it. You can try if you don't believe it.

# After the feeding time.

SPCA will only release dogs for adoption after de-worming, one vaccination and neutering operation. It's flea-free as well so no worries that you'll bring a sick pet home. For those who want a small size dog, I suggest you to take adult dogs because once they reach age 1, the size will remain the same, unless you feed your dog too much and cause obesity. Imagine I force feed you with foods down to your throat wtf you'll feel sick, right? So never do that to our men's best friend.

# Puppies for adoption.

The price range is RM150 and above for dog adoption inclusive the vaccination and de-worming. Vaccination is mandatory for our furkids once a year, same as BCG or whatsoever. One vaccination of 6-in-1 costs roughly RM35 to RM45. Apart from that, you need to bring them to the vet for heart-worm injection as well as neutering operation. Heart-worm charges will depend on the weight, for instance, 35KG roughly cost you RM150 for a yearly injection, and as for monthly pills, it should cost cheaper.

#Variety of pets that available.

Once you are successfully adopted a pet from SPCA, the staff will pay a friendly visit to your premises, where you keep your adorable furkid to see how your new pet settling with its new family.

#Furkids on board.

Different pets have different characteristics. You can't expect all of them should be obedient, intelligent, adorable or active. See the dog above? He is indeed a cute dog, he has this weird habit, he refused to step on the floor and would rather to have his bed and bowl on top of cages. The staff had combined few of the cages together so that he can have more space and to avoid his legs will stuck between the medal sticks when he walks, they had place the black mats for him.

# Sweet little blackie.

The dog above is quiet but she is lovely. I picked a stray dog from the street when I was in Standard 2, since then I can't resist to get more dogs. My mom unanimously labeled as the pet lover among her friends, she takes care of our dogs and never skip any of our furkids' medical visit to the vet. We, as the owner have the responsibility to keep our furkids safe and healthy.

# Please take me home.

You can start with the place where you keep your furkid. Make sure it's clean and dry. If you keep them in a cage, place a water-proof mat or newspaper to avoid their pee or poo split out and also for the convenience to clean the cage. After your dog come back from walk outside, wash their foots especially check out their paws for grass cut or stone cut. If you leave the wound openly, maggot will eat all his flesh and eventually, your dog will die of ultimate suffer.

# I beg you for not abandoning me.

Some of them are left on street by the owner. Those heartless and lack of moral value barbarian should die bang by truck on highway and nobody will attend his/her funeral they can just die alone rotten alone. I did not know why the dog in the photo above ended up in SPCA, however, the matter is this eyes infection is not a big problem and it definitely can be cured, it's just the matter of time and efforts. Routine eye-drops and vitamins will help but I don't know they have the money to bring her home probably for the fame of having a shihtzu but eventually this dog ended up here, maybe they intended to let her die on street.

# Shih Tzu for adoption.

I would rather not to know why are they sent to SPCA. These furkids have their new life here and this is what matters. Shih Tzu is one of the breed that need to pay more attention as they easily get infected potentially on the eyes. The owner should wipe the eyes area as well as regular bath because of their long fur.

# Love me as how I love you.

Pure breed definitely is more fragile compared to mongrels. For those first time pet owner, I strongly suggest you to adopt one from SPCA or pick up one from the street. Beware that stray dogs afraid of human and they probably bite your hands off when you're touching them. Share some of my experience with readers. I have 4 different pure breeds at home and another 4 mongrels at my another house. My 4 pure breeds are fragile and they visit clinics more than my mongrels did. For instance, you need to observe the inhalation of pug because of their short muzzle, most of the pug have breathe problem and probably died of that. Alaskan hate heat and I need to keep her in the aircond room for a meanwhile and going to install a ceiling fan soon in the car porch. Belgium Shepherd love jumping and running. Although boyfriend and I sometime tired after coming back from work, we will never skip her fun time at the backyard. Mumble indeed the most adorable dog of mine but she is more sensitive compared to the rest, so we mostly bear with her emotional moment we will just let her sleep on my lap throughout the day.

# Save a life by adopt one.

Owner is the guardian the parents of furkids. We should keep them safe and happy. Treat them like a human but pet. They need respects from you and most importantly, your love and concern. They have their right and believe me, all they ever wanted are your love, a safe place and sufficient food. Other than that, we should provide a space for them to exercise and toys for them to chew. Pets should be tied all the time, imagine I keep you in a small cage and all you can do is to move your big fat neck and drink the dirty water, what will you feel? I guess most of us would rather die by then.

# Caress me more don't stop.

To support SPCA, boyfriend and I, my family members too, will pay a visit to SPCA end of this week. Then, boyfriend and I will officially make monthly donation via auto debit. My boyfriend wouldn't mind to make donation, however, as I explained to him, I want him to witness the situation of our furkids in Malaysia and I am seeking for his fully support and confidence in my decision. Indeed, Malaysia is one of the infamous country in animal cruelty. Malaysians are lack of moral value in animal care, especially those who intentionally hurt the animals really can die now. Have you seen kids that throw stones to stray dogs and the parents did nothing. First, the parents are disqualified and brainless, the kids obviously will be like them when they grew up one day. I never stay silent when I see this incident, fortunately, my boyfriend and friends never stop me from doing it and some of them even scold the kids on behalf of me.

# Animals Matter To Me.

 Be a responsible pet owner. You can save a life by adopting one. I am a happier person even since I bring Mumble back to home. Then Roche, Joker and Gambit. I can't resist their cuteness and personal touch. They are always there for me tail wagging waiting for me to reach home after work. I celebrate their birthdays every year and definitely, it's their KFC time wtf I don't eat as much as them. Boyfriend and I will order ice cream cake, never chocolate flavour because it will caused toxic inside body and they'll die.

You can call SPCA everyday from 9AM to 4PM to enquire about pet adoption. The friendly staff will provide you further details. If you can't keep pet at home, you can always visit SPCA.

I am grateful to have a reader like you who patiently finish reading this entry. I am an extreme pet lover and I am hoping more of you to join the clan. *grin* Please bear in mind, once you adopt one, he or she will be with you probably 10 to 15 years. It's a long term relationship and love your furkids as how they adore you.

So, happy adopting furkid, readers! Find your new love there. Adios! 

Apparently His EQ Is Terribly Low.

Viter Fan or Fan Zhi Wei, the infamous actor from Taiwan whom had a relationship with Cyndi Wang 6 years ago. Apparently, after 6 years the on-and-off relationaship, Cyndi Wang decided to call for break up after the rumor about the intimation between Fan Zhi Wei and a young actress, Yang Ya Zhu (God! She was only 16 that time!) was speculated by the media.

# 杨雅筑 Yang Ya Zhu

Pitiful that Cyndi Wang had strong faith in such a faker. Evidently, his loyalty never can be trusted. Three weeks ago which is on April Fool, Fan Zhi Wei posted an intimate photo of them in his Facebook account. He claimed that the reason is to say farewell to his past and he is looking forward for a better future. He would like to apologize to Cyndi of his disrespectful actions in the past and this photo will mark a fullstop between them. (Photo below). As he posted this photo, his intention is to declare that he is not afraid to face his past. He is reported by the media few years ago that he abused Cyndi and this is the trigger for their breakup.

# 范王裸拥照 Intimate photo of Viter Fan and Cyndi Wang ages ago.

Few days ago, Fan Zhi Wei was interviewed by the media. Unpredictably, he revealed the unnecessary details about their long-past relationship and caused a massive shock when he mentioned that Cyndi Wang's virginity wasn't taken by him. He exclaimed his disappointment to the public and never expect that Cyndi wasn't a virgin at such a young age. Intentionally, he also mentioned that Cyndi probably had given it to her ex-boyfriend whom a Taiwanese actor as well.

This is certainly the most despicable attempt to destroy a woman. Cyndi Wang broke down and all her working schedule had been cancelled by the company. Her best friends from the entertainment field have spoken up and stand by her side. They showed their disagreement in Fan's misbehavior and partly of them, claimed that Fan is well-known of his low standard in EQ.

 # 欧定兴 Ou Ding Xing

Ou Ding Xing, who claimed himself as Cyndi's first love, strongly disagreed with Fan's assumption. He then responded to the media saying that virginity of Cyndi had given to Fan because they became couple right after his breakup with Cyndi. However, Ou is suspected of making false statement just to make himself to the headlines.

Ever since the interview of Fan revealing unnecessary details, the movement to against him had took places all over the cyber world. He then labeled by the public as gutless man as his and manager's phone weren't answered during the speculation of the rumor.

 # 面子书反范植伟 Anti Fan Zhi Wei in Facebook

Movements against him exploded exploded and even more people joined in, immediately he released a public statement to apologize for his misbehave and claimed that he did not intended to hurt any party, especially Cyndi, his colleagues and all females. He also claimed that the consequences of his action is unexpected. Before he ended the statement with his so-called sincerity and guiltiness, he acclaimed that he is framed by the media's mind games and words playing. He trusted the media with all his heart and without precaution, he speaks with his frank attitude and never expect for such terrible outcomes.

 # 范植伟 Viter Fan Zhi Wei during interview.

Personally, I strongly doubt the sincerity of his public apology towards Cyndi Wang. He attempted to make countless headlines for himself and yes, mission accomplished by never ending Cyndi and I blah-blah-blah. Hey,  I would say that he is lifeless and thoughtless. He never realize his value of existence to the media only limited to his past relationship with Cyndi. It's proven that I'm not talking shits here. Type FAN ZHI WEI or VITER FAN in Wikipedia web and you'll find nuts. Apparently, he is just another random faces in entertainment compared to Cyndi.
The professional in Taiwan commented that he is feed on resentment and obviously he is looking for a way out to release his anger. On top of that, he definitely has problem with anger management. Firstly, he is not shameful to repeat his misbehavior. Secondly, he put the blame on others claiming that he was framed.

# Cyndi Wang and a pug 王心凌和巴哥狗

Cyndi took rest at home. She updated her status on internet, stated :

"自己年轻时候的爱情，就算千疮百孔，也不想用后悔来收场，其实还是相信会有一个人带给她好的爱情，再遇到爱情时，会更有勇气和智慧去面对。" No cursing, no swearing.

Because of Fan's disrespectful reckless actions, Cyndi was hurt badly and she broke down twice. She tore apart, surrounded by countless nights filled with sadness and betrayal ever since the relationship took off. I can tell that Cyndi is not the only girl hurt so badly because of such mindless and heartless men in this world. They tend to betray girls without guiltiness. Tell me, have anyone of you experienced when ex-boyfriend revealed the past, to be specific, the virginity or even sexual life? I have met few and gosh, they can describe precisely with the face beaming with proud but all I can see is, a shameless face and pathetic-lifeless idiot. They are officially in my no-you-are-not-qualified-to-be-my-friends list since then.

Fan Zhi Wei dared to say that he likes to perform and tried his best in every character every showbiz. Okay, utter crap. He and his so called deepest apology can kiss my ass. Please, someone kick him out to create a better scene in Taiwan's entertainment. I am certainly not a fans of Cyndi, but I want to say that she deserves someone better than this idiot. He had been went to headlines whenever he related himself to Cyndi. Can't he stop using other's name to bring up popularity of himself?

Family always come first. Cyndi is seen going back to her mother after locked herself up in her residence few days ago. I am sincerely hope that family love can calm her down. This is the challenge she needs to face on her own and all we, the women can do is support her and say a BIG NO to such an irresponsible men who doesn't pay even basic respect to us.

It's just a matter of time eventually this news will fade away. Cyndi will stand up even stronger and I can foresee that Fan will slowly fade away from entertainment field, we believe that we all believe we do not need such a terrible EQ bad role model to pollute the world.

Gambit is growing bigger and bigger.

Law Breakers.

Halal is the must-know word in Malaysia, don't you think so?

The counters were all opened but some of the customer lined up here without any non-halal groceries.

Argh whatever. Just thought it was quite funny thou.

PS : Photo above taken using N97.

Boyfriend and I went to Greenbox that night. It was been a month we never get the chance for karaoke session due to his busy schedule and I wasn't it Seremban frequently.

I was half-excited and half-hungry but the eagerness to hold the mic overwhelmed me.

Boyfriend went out for foods without me while I choose my song list.

Innocence / Telephone / Behind These Hazel Eyes / Blah Blah Blah / Down / See You Again / You Belongs With Me / Paparazzi / Fall For You / Viva La Vida / Can't Fight The Moonlight and etc.

Nothing much for Chinese songs because I can't even sing one for real. Gosh.

I was blasting the speakers with my broad voice and the consequences of my uncontrollable eagerness,

I hurt my kidneys. Serious. It hurts badly.

Boyfriend teased me I shouldn't use my kidneys to sing wtf.

Apart from that, Gambit has grown so much!

 Joker and Gambit.

What can I expect more from a Alaskan?

She is taller than Joker now but Joker's weight still unbeatable. I can foresee that she will as big as Mumble and Roche in another 2 months. Can't wait to walk her with the rest of dogs. *grin*

Boyfriend said that I shall not keep her in the room because she is not a toy breed and she gets wet all the time! 

Yes I meant it, she ist wet ALL THE TIME.

She'll pee on my carpet, poo at the entrance and turn her bowls upside down.

The water splashed on the floor and she is happily lie on the water.

I never use the hair dryer that frequent in my life,

my brother who has his room next to mine was wondering what on earth I kept blowing my hair.

 No, Alaskan has long fur and I have to make sure she is dry to avoid bad odour.

Bravo Gambit, you make mama works like a dog wiping your ass  groom you every evening before I can even take my bath.

Many friends asked if Alaskan is hard to take care of?

It's very subjective, you know?

I've been asking all those young mothers about taking care of kids.

They told me different answers but to sum up, most of them told me "They'll grow up".

To be frank, sometimes I find myself feel uneasy with kids,

they never failed to impress me and some of them, seriously knock you off with their smartness.

so kids, get yourself far far away from Aunt Roslyn, she'll bite.

 

Share her cute photo with you.

Joker is so adorable! She would play with you for the whole day and at 12 AM sharp,

she will climb up to the bed and hug one of my pillow, as what you seen in the photo above.

She snores when she sleeps. Faint.

She has this girlie habit, I was stoned when my mom told me that she loves to put on body lotion after taking bath with my mom.

Indeed, she has better smell than me every time she took bath, unbelievable.

I will only apply body lotion occasionally, but

she uses body lotion that costs RM98 per bottle twice a week that belongs to my mom.

It's unfair wtf, isn't it? My mom will never offer me to use her body/facial products.

 

 GPS for free.

For Nokia user, especially Nokia N97 users, now you can download GPS for free!

I've downloaded this app from Nokia OVI Store few weeks ago and I find it quite convenient yet troublesome.

As what boyfriend said : Just few buttons away and you can get your directions.

I've downloaded Singapore and Malaysia maps just for testing,

Apparently the map the details the roads info is not updated!

I can't see the map of my house in a new residential area wtf.

Additionally, it takes quite a long time for the satellite to locate your position, by the time they located you, probably you already reach your destination.

So the tips here is : Activate it about 10 minutes before you got into your car.

I should complaint so much, right? It's free anyways.

It's like they gave you food sample in the grocery area and you just shut up taste it, like it then buy it. If don't, shoo.

Joker's cute face on my handphone screen.

Once in a blue moon I will check my bank account via online-banking.

So I logged in last night and click on "account summary", shit.

Heart broken. The little amount that left in the account can't do much nowadays. 

*Now you should be able to guess what the amount. Sigh.*

I tell myself it's worth more than everything, my suffocation, my efforts. After all the hard time that you can imagine,

eventually I have my very own Olympus PEN and VAIO. Let alone those air tickets and good dine-in experiences.

This is life, so bear with it. I enjoy my life whilst the hole in pocket torn even bigger. Beat it.

Stop whining and ready for new challenge in life, see, I'm optimistic. *face beaming with happiness*

Off for dinner. Adios!

Unfaithful Moment

I was an angry person  and evidently, angry people bring unhappiness to others. Your veins are stressful and tensed it's about to break anytime. I hold grudge beneath me and I enjoy hurting people. These never failed to make me feel happy and fresh. I was like a bird caught in a small cage literally and never stop looking for a breakthrough. I scream in myself wanting someone could set me free wtf I was just completely reserved at all time.

Friends once told me I should be religious because religion teach you love. It sounded utterly crap to me, frankly speaking. I can be very straight forward at time and I never thought that things that I said and wrote will go pear-shaped. As a blogger, misinterpretation should be expected coming your way because most of the readers don't know you personally. They don't really share a piece of you in the reality world. You have shits in life and happy moments, you write it but don't expect much that the readers will share your happiness but commented on it without consideration.

I am a person don't bother about shits others attempting to throw right in my face. I know how to make myself happy. Most of the people don't take the second chance to know you deeper and first impression always rule half of you.

By this time, I'm still trying to put my thoughts into sentences. I am pretty sure that most of you, let's say majority of the readers are clueless of what am I trying to blah over here.

I am not looking for attention here but ironically that, statistic shows that girls dolled up, speak up, the stare of their eyes are full of hints : I WANT ATTENTION. So let alone the little fabrics on her body and the fake lashes she put on. So generally, you can say girl bloggers are looking for attentions. *funny*

I have limited best friends. It's so little and I always have a fearful girl beneath me afraid that they will leave me all alone here someday. What I can do? I tend to ignore the fear, go through the shitty moments and wanting my life to be normal. It hurt me so badly when one of my male best friends told me that I have such a dramatic life and he gets enough of all the shits and he wanted the relationship to be ended right there. I was speechless but looking at him turning his back on me. I am not a drama queen but to blame my characteristics. I have only two sides and apparently, it's the dark side or bright side. Grey side never have its' word in my world. I can be completely friendly and nice at this time, but if I am pissed off, or plainly hate your face, I can be an utter bitch to you. It's the matter of liking or hating.

All this while, boyfriend and sisters advised me to put the anger aside and eventually, I can be happier. He elaborate more on that and little by little, I able to catch them. Trust me, honesty is the bad policy. You will never can tell the same thing to different person. I am not elaborating much on this, believe me, you are smart and if you finish reading this entry, eventually you will understand. *grin*

People has been telling me that I am unbreakable. Yes indeed. It isn't because I am born with super fiction power, I learned how to let it go and only care for people that love me with sincere heart. It's not a singular but plural which means you met a lot of people in life and I can't bother much to entertain each of them. Self defense is the best weapon, I will go for further extension and pretty sure I will repay the person double of what they've done to me. I believe in karma, you are bound to burn in hell because of your thoughtless actions.

Those unfaithful moments abused my trust towards my ex best friends. The experience is painful much to let the tears roll down uncontrollable down the cheek, but I know I am a better person today. I was shock and hurt at the same time when I see the doubtfulness in his eyes, I expected for empathy but nothing. The bond was just so weak between us and nobody should be blamed for this.

I never believe that best friends can be good couple. I trusted the friendship with full-hearted, apparently, nothing worked out but the scars we left for each other. These experiences hold me back awhile and I stop trusting friends ever since. I was full of resentments wtf now when I think back, I am completely an idiot. People said birds from same feather flock together. If I am too much with dramatic moments, I can't help it but don't best friends bear with each other? Nobody is perfect but unique. Can't this sentence tell you the fact?

I do not have prejudice on people, let it be prostitute or whatsoever. We will never know the stories behind and this is life. Everything is so subjective in this world and there is no correct answer for general question. 

The strongest part in me is faith. I put my faiths in people I love. Although he might be a loser or an asshole, this is your problem, not mine. I accept for who he or she is, if I don't and I can't, then we wouldn't be best friends. Male friends told me that being best friends there are always intention hidden behind the back. I truly agree with it. It's simply I like you and I approach you, we spend more time together share our thoughts freely, we are best friends. This particular girl was told that I am back stabbing her, obviously it's not true, she believed the juniors of us and she started to stay away from me. Let it be, I was angry but disbelief is even more felt by me inside. Truth will revealed when time passed. Found out that the junior admired her and she was jealous we both got so closed to each other. Jealousy kills, it broke a bond as if just a finger snap.

Being unfaithful is the bad quality in a person, especially when you are my friends. I learned to take a step back and look for a bigger picture. People can tell me how loser is my friend, but I believe he has reasons that you will never can understand. Misunderstand takes place between two human when one person couldn't be more considerate and tolerate with another person. When two person are not knowing each other that much as what shown at the surface, that is fake and why not just talk to each other rather than guessing.

Never know how to be faithful and loyal if we have prejudice on others. First impression comes first but it's not always be the case in making friends. Some people have difficulties in approaching people or they are just plain shy, but we already labeled her as the shy-girl-and-no-touch in class, have you experienced it, reader?

I have love and hate inside me and they are not fighting with each other wtf I am just joking. Most of me is not a hater but a lover. I think I can express my anger better and it makes me like a bitch. For instance this person sms me told me he missed me so much but I would answered why because you want to copy my assignments. Wtf, right? I really don't mean it. That is why I hate sms because the other person is not listening to you he is just guessing the intuition of the sentence, it sucks to the max. Imagine if I said the above answer and ended with a fake smile, it is truly sarcasm.  If I said it and ended with a grin, obviously it is just a joke.

I want people stop judging me and make wild guess of who I am what will I do. Hoping for understanding but I shall wait for the right person, maybe not you but this person will be here, it's just a matter of time. Wisely, treat others as how you want others treat you like.

Bah, blackmailing Edward. Just a distraction. Kudos.

Credit to my group of friends that never lost hopes in me. *peace*